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I Got 777 Problem's And they're all based around being alive and sent to the fucking Earth, losing my people 🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️ & being a fucking Forced in to an agenda to some seriously Unholy Sinister insectoid's, 👽 <- !
If Only you knew how many sins in Fairyland - ( Hive World ) The Grays committed, and I even know how they were created they were created by the mantises as servants they will create using some primate DNA also known as human DNA some bug DNA and a whole bunch of fucking cybernetics !
They're literally a cyborg insect or human Frankenstein Ultra psychic monster made by the MANTISE'S !
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I don't belong on this fucking Earth I really really don't belong on this planet, I really will try to figure out what God let me suffer here we agreed to Fairyland I got Fairyland for a while but then I was thinking of the horrible place called Earth not the element the planet called Gaia, which you're currently Reading this post that I made on, Bitchute !
I'm not saying God screwed me over but I don't understand why he dare say he loves me while he loves me, Wile Letting me Suffer, I'm so fucking confused ?
I really feel like God just gave me the middle finger again I'm not saying he's responsible for my life or my actions
But, did he really have to let this happen ?
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I only worry and wondered what my face going to be after I die I really worry I'm really wondering we have to see my people over again ?
I agreed to be a fairy also known as an insectoid I agreed to be a faith I never agreed to be human and I don't ever want to be male I flirted with the idea of being born male a couple times but I never wanted to be a male I always wanted to be born female this really feels like a middle finger from God but I can't feel my soul this is an attack from God
God lets me know when he's mad at me God would let me feel my soul a fear that I did if I did something bad and everyone else God lets you know God just gives you paranormal knowledge that you just suddenly know
I don't feel God's anger with me God feel sad God feels heartbroken God does not feel angry at me and the slightest bed but sad for me which I'm trying to figure out is all knowing and all powerful
WHY WON'T HE FUCKING HELP ME & MY GOD DAMN PEOPLE ?!?!?!?!?
Why is God not trying to fix the Fate ?
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Again I'm not saying he's responsible for any of this shit I'm just trying to figure out why you have to live this Unholy life ?
I can't even live like a natural creature that what I am because the world does not allow it I'm literally a fairy in a primate world I'm a bug and a jungle I'm a bug in a world for primates I don't belong here even Gaia, that tells me I don't belong here.
The spirit of Gaia is constantly ringing and constantly letting me know how I don't belong on her body I don't belong anywhere on her I don't belong with her I shouldn't have, be here
Gaia constantly lets me know that everything I do on her is a Transgression and I'm constantly trespassing
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But, Because of the insanity of the mantises and the Grays 👽👽👽 I'm 🧚🏻♂️ not able to leave, I'm literally stuck here 🌎 like a fucking statue 🗿 at the bottom of the Ocean 🌊
I'm fucking stuck and I can't Escape
