Goodbye My Little English Queen

This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
I will feel empty from the piece of heart you take with you my Love.
When I see this video and remember the so many have already gone; I know at least you will not be lonely.
Say Hello to all of those who went before you my sweet dear, they all wait with outstretched arms.
and know time is fickle and some of us may see you sooner than one could know
I will miss you and I will continue to love you with every ounce of my being.
You were my best of friends whom we carried one another when each other could no longer stand.
Our adversities made us stronger as the years went by.
Our Children Danny, Nikki & Sam gave us 10 Beautiful Grandchildren and 3 more from Mike's extended family giving a
blessing of our lives made so complete.
I'm sorry I couldn't have been a better husband and seen what it took now to see,
that you gave my life purpose...
and now I have only memories to hold to my heart and we sure made a lot of them...
I will miss us and the love and laughter we created together over 24 years
I will miss you and the comfort you gave me all through out our lives together and every time I visited you
Now I'm a foolish old lonely man wondering if any choices made any of this worth it to end up here at this moment
Now I will regret what I did not see until I watched a thousand video memories of how blessed you were to this family Gaynor
Now I would give anything just to be able to hold you one more time.
Goodbye my Lioness
Goodbye my Little English Queen

Bless you my dear wife and all those your heart continues to touch.