Vlog Post No. 2 / The Invisible Child & The Aging Narcissistic Mother

So, things didn’t go as smoothly as I had hoped. In fact, they were worse. It doesn’t mean I didn’t find the gold in the leaden moments. I struck it rich!

Now that I am an adult, and have accomplished the prerequisite healing from pathologically narcissistic partners, my mother’s antics and manipulations make perfect sense. She’s been up to this defense mechanism for years now. I’m onto it. The problem with an aging narcissist is that this one in particular has lost her short term memory. For example ordering a soup dish but then forgetting she did when it arrived at the table. She’s learning how to except it now possibly, but if it were me and her together all alone, she would probably throw it at my face. Just kidding about that last part. But she would fight about it. That’s all my mother did when I visited her alone without my sister Corky there as a buffer. That was the story of my life throughout my entire kindergarten years followed by the senior year of hell. The video is not all doom and gloom. It tells a personal story.

More to come for interest of people and those who enjoy a personal account of the narcissistic journey.
By the way, loving moments occurred between my father and I, my big brother, and my Irish Twin Corky. I got to meet my brother’s lady love and we had fun dancing! So yes. Good moments did occur, and those will be shown in my next video.