sassy lil' redhead (feat. von) original song.

I look into the future
I wish that it would never come
I look into the past
I wish that there had never been one

ecstasy flows through my mind I don't know why
vanished or just lost well, these questions fill my drowning mind
you confuse my thoughts
twisting my words around
until I can't think straight anymore

I want this nightmare to end
but it won't this torture haunts me
it creeps into my dreams at night
I wake up crying, "let the nightmare end"

but I know that it's all in my head
swirling around like a ghost inside of me. slowly killing me
you confuse my thoughts twisting my words around
til I can't think straight anymore

I hear it calling from the distance
I try to put it in the back of my head
and I try to ignore it
but I can't I need a fix

this addiction I have is not a drug
it's just a state of mind I'm in
and why I need it I don't know why
I just can't think straight anymore

this addiction I have is oh so powerful
it makes me crazy the way I crave
and why we all need it, I don't know why
we just can't think straight anymore

(for Von's red unicorn. you know who you are)
circa 1994

it's not a love song but a song about love