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Sacred Darkness & Misc
Either a bunch of video videos that I have of sacred Darkness or the darkness which is sacred.
A Worship of the spiritual black force
Link : https://youtu.be/BkpYXdVkAYI
It's, Called : Earthbound (SNES) - Caves of Winter [SONIC.EXE]
The image on the video was fucking stupid though.
But I really like the music.
I'll be up uploading more holy dark music !
Sacred Demonic's ! - 😈
Link : https://youtu.be/fXyNV2iDiCQ
It's, Called : Flapjack Theme Song Slowed Down 800% - 😈
Don't you find it awkward that a stupid cartoon somehow when you slow it down 800%, so I'm exactly like fucking demons ?
I mean I found this really interesting and this is more proof of the Masons Run the World they made this attendant cartoon and you didn't even know it it's flapjack slowed down 800% !!!
Dealing with you are monsters demons to me are spiritual people I see a demon as you see a Christian if you are a Christian !
Or at the Jews see the Jews I see demon beings as spiritual creatures and I see Satanist as fucking idiot's !
I deeply fucking hate Satanist they are the dumbest so-called dark creatures in existence I don't even consider them dark I consider them hypocrites of the darkness !
Unholy sinners of that which is black !
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There's something called the shadow of God unless you are a demon you wouldn't know that.
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The Shadow of God created the darkness and the light of God created the light in the middle of the crave with the neutrality zone the in between zone, what you would call The Twilight zone !
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Demons worship God as much if not more than Angels because without God they're being no Darkness !
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I form the light, and create Darkness : I make peace, and create evil : I the Lord do all these things ( Isaiah 45:7, KJV )
🚨🚨🚨 Warning : This is Extremely Boring and Underwhelming vide, Do not watch with high hopes ! ! !
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Gold is demon bane. ( The ultimate kryptonite to all demons )
No demon can love the light, no demon like the light.
A Demon is a creature of Darkness.
A Demon is a creature of made up of the Dark Force !
A Demon is made out of life force of the Dark Aerther !
I'm a Very Different, Demon. . . . OwO . . .
This is not a joke, video.
I don't understand the lore of demons and the Moon very much of the demons and night time but demons and moonlight don't make any sense the Moon is a poison to Me.
Full moon make me sick, and mess up my brain. New moons drain me like a vampire, and Somehow give me bad luck as well ?
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Also demons don't admit light from their eyes any kind of depiction you ever see demons emitting light is BS there is a way that demons can grab like and hold on to it but they have to use special parts of dark energy to be able to do it even then the light is burning its way through all the darkness.
Reason why demons will try to grab light which is like the most horrible thing for a demon is so we can use it as a super weapon against other demons that's all there is to it.
Attation : I'm an actual good Demon, I know the word good Demon sounds like an oxymoron or something that doesn't exist in the universe like cold fire or sun shadow or dry water, and those demons that say they're a good demons are full of Shit.
That's just one thing about me that makes me extremely different but don't forget that edema is still a demon a dog is going to bite you in the ass a cat's going to scratch you and the demon is still a demon regardlessly.
I just thought I'd let you know that I'm a very alien demon apparently cuz you're never going to find another good Demon in existence.
And that way I'm extremely unique, but don't forget that a demon is still a demon and how nice they are the end of the day a demon is a demon.
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I have been described by people by being overly kind, overly compassionate so sweet I'm sickening.
I've been defined as excessively loving . . .
And, I'm a Fyk'n Demon !
Like I Say, I'm a different kind of Demon.
I know it's kind of hard to understand but don't forget a demon is a demon even your dog no matter how much it may appear to love you can turn on you at one point and bite your hand off, I don't care how sweet and kind you think your kitty cat is it will turn and scratch u as hard possible.
Never forget a demon is a demon and then they have The Holy Rite to be Evil.
ATTENTION : I forgot to Mention, When I go into a place that's completely dark and there's no light I get attacked by a bunch of dead people by shadows so I have to stay out of rooms that are completely dark otherwise I could get ganged by a bunch of dead people who will then attach themselves to my body that me and torture me they kind of give me like waking nightmares.
They will psychicly vamp me they will attack me they will hurt me they will mess up my mind, intensely.
Again, They just Shadow People.
And that's what happens I need the extremely careful place that are completely dark do not do that to me, bur because that all places of Darkness do that to me but a lot of places that are houses or rooms I got a shadow problem.
I seem to be hunted by a lot of dead people I seem to be hunted by ghosts a lot I'm hunted & Haunted by Shadows !
And by the way I'm not with any of the abrahamic demons by the way or any demons of any other religion or folklore I'm not with them I don't rule under them I'm I'm actually just a slave of Grey's 👽👽👽 and I wonder how long that's going to last.
! OH ! FUK ! ! ! : I forgot to mention also that moonlight damages my soul it burns my soul I feel weariness inside me and I feel like moonlight is somehow piercing through my soul and making it ill somehow it just makes my soul weak, moonlight is kryptonite sunlight is super kryptonite but I can resist it because of dark energy but they also makes me tired I couldn't resist it I would really just drop that and everyone around me wondering why I just suddenly died and I'm not being funny this isn't a joke.
I have to use dark energy within my soul to resist the sunlight.
Even though you may be full of intense - doubt - I'm not a Crazy person, I'm being honest.
Also New Moon gave me this weird vibe of my soul being drained, full moons messed me up intensely while new moons make you feel like something's trying to devour My Immortal soul pull me into the sky and pull me into the hole that where the Moon is it's weird it's just a really weird that I can't explain.
Only in between phases of the moon is safe.
And no phase of the sun is safe Don screws me up in his own way makes me query kissing with a super Sprite super sharp Ultra sharp sunlight that uses through my soul.
Midday is just horrible when the Sun is up in the sky in the middle that is the middle of the day I call that the middle finger of God, you're not a demon you wouldn't understand.
Dusk Sucks it's because it's Getting darker doesn't mean it's Dark !
And also I don't wear black clothing because the demons will attack you if I do that I have to wear white clothing to repel them and to keep myself safe, where do I go I make sure I try to wear light colors or just all white is if I mr.clean I dress in more white than the Christian's God !
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I can't handle alcohol by any means I have literally no resistance of immunity to it so that's all so extremely poisonous to me so is marijuana that's extremely poisonous to me yeah almost a lot of stuff on this planet is extremely deadly to me I mean like my body has almost next no ability to adapt to adjust to anything and I'm not being a little pussy.
I'm I'm being honest I know I'm pathetic I know I'm pathetic I know it I'm just, admitting.
Alcoholic extremely deadly for me marijuana deadly all the hard drug the humans do for fun is just it's all suicide to me all it would be like one dose immediately dead even the weakest dose with I'd, n be dead.
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I know I'm pathetic I know it I can't do anything this planet is pure poison to me everything on this Earth is some kind of new poison my body can't handle nor my spirit and at times not even my mind.
I really wonder why I got to be on this planet I wonder why they had the gray aliens abduct Me I really wonder why they were able to find me again I wonder why Titania betrayed me and forced me and the rest of dead fairies you forced to incarnate.
I wonder why I have to Suffer, this horrible fate.
Okay everyone reading this and listen to this video I know they're just thinking I'm pathetic, or I'm being a whiny little Bitch.
But I'm being honest I Really have weaknesses to these things Earth is literally planet kryptonite to Me.
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Fuk.
I don't want your sympathy, I just want you to be aware.
I'm a 30 year old man by the way I've tried to toughen up and ignore it and nullify the poison is all my life I tried everything I could possibly can nothing ever worked I am now as I was then only much weaker and even then that stuff messed me up.
! OH ! - and Gold to me is the ultimate kryptonite gold is like the Unholy metal to the darkness, gold is what I call Sun metal because they literally have the same energy gold is just the sun and the metallic form.
🖕🏻Gold🖕🏻
I need to be extremely careful when I get anywhere near the darkness.
I don't understand how it happened I don't know why they're here I don't nothing make them go away everywhere I go I'll Follow My demons never had this problem before I was born on Earth or forced to be on earth I hate this planet so fucking much I just planet it punishment.
I hate the Earth and Planet torment all I did was sleep in the spirit around and guard other fairies some suffrage and bad spirits are going to hurt them and when did I get for that throwing out a planet that's completely fucked up by a bunch of asshole aliens that torture the shit me with a lifetime I shouldn't have had to give me a bunch of responsibilities that are not my problem. Also known as slavery.
But on a planet for a really evil small-minded human beings which think that they're all knowing beings who want to fight and argue and attack you no matter what the fuck you do.
And matter what did you do it'll all be in vain, and no matter what knowledge you give you're automatically insane !
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You're good serious nothing to them you're vast mind is egos to pity and Insanity to them your ability to achieve things are worthless to them and your strengths are an act of sickness to them.
I don't deserve to be here 😡 never did anything to deserve the torment that is 🌎
I don't know why I have to suffer this life.
I'm 30 years old, and I'm far beyond Strife !
I wonder what the future holds for me that you do for yourself.
And I look like a crazy person when I let them know I'm a dark elf, your ideas are fairies have all been a lie.
Fairies are insectoids, Thay want to make the whole world go bye-bye.
The Grey Alien Wants to Reincarnate, All The human beings in the hybrids, and then you'll be a fairy just like me. And insectoid life form and on Earth you'll be free.
The old will be gone and the world will be set on fire your power your knowledge your spirit will only grow higher.
A world of fire and a world of flame is far beyond sinister and it's nowhere near tame.
I called the red heaven, a world on fire. But everyone who hears in my knowledge only calls me a liar.
Maybe I'll be proving wrong and nothing will happen in the end.
But the time I told the truth was time well spent !
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Everything I talked becomes like a sucking vampire chew toy on my soul I have to do special things for everything I touch I have to be careful what I touch put it in the right place put it into a place of light I have to be extremely careful everywhere I go and everything I touch.
Everywhere I Go Everywhere I fucking go.
Because a psychiatry you can't have spiritual problems you're just a schizophrenic lunatic.
So my only Point here is me telling you this, the vampering of my soul if I ever have strong emotions don't deep vamp my soul and ripped that part of my soul out, they'll literally eat parts of my soul.
They don't have the times without the kid they make a drink they mean they make advance me their Shadow hands can grab connect to my mind to my body to my soul and they can grab a part of my soul through my brain as the catalyst to my soul.
I also after looking glass into my soul.
And I can use that as a way to grab different parts of my soul and eat it forever destroying it permanently.
😡😱 And you wonder why I hit the great alien so much not only is this life or fate worse than hell but on the planet Earth my soul is even being destroyed and devoured by unknown Spirits, unknown evil spirits.
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They played me as another kid the shadow people always have to me devouring my soul damaging my soul draining my mind draining my spirit making me tired all the time.
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Throughout my life I couldn't tell anyone cuz I look crazy I look schizophrenic plus it didn't help that the whole fake psychiatric visit I got and they lifted me as schizophrenic, without even looking at me and without asking me any questions when I was 15, and the visit was less than 10 minutes long and the therapist didn't even look at me or ask me any questions they didn't even face me they were on the computer the whole time they just kind of ignored me for 10 minutes and told me to get the hell out.
Is it worth on here I asked it won't there be any questions and they completely ignored me they went back down the computer completely ignoring of my presents at that point.
So I couldn't tell anyone about this paranormal problem I had without looking crazy, whether or not with diagnosed it didn't really help but being diagnosed me to all the much more worse.
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I don't deserve this life I don't deserve this fate I don't deserve have my soul destroyed in Nevada but he's unknown fucking assholes I don't deserve to suffer on the God damn Fucking Planet.
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I don't deserve this I really don't deserve this.
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It's all because of the tall Grays and my God damn overlord they have an implant in my brain it's because I have certain alien assholes that literally conquered my ass and I didn't do anything deserve that either but then again you're weak so that and you get conquered.
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So here I am in the other harbors are on the earth looking human, suffering and fate worse than hell.
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I only wonder when my suffrage will come to an end.
I only wonder when I get to be released from Hell or the hell ends why the fuck do I have to suffer this face I didn't commit Any Sin, I would have known I would have been told eventually.
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Why am I in this hell for so long why must I suffer the demons never go away and everyone just think's I'm Crazy.
Whether you're a Christian Catholic I don't care if you follow the Holy Bible do not watch this video you're not going to like it you just going to get triggered !
☀️ : I lose energy not gain it, it tortures my soul, it blinds my spirit so I can't even use my eyes, it weakens my spirit, it frazzled my mind, it makes it impossible to think And Give's Me brain fog, it literally when I get too weak it will sever the connection to my spirit in my body, sadly is the only way I can sleep because without the sun I can't go to sleep,. Without the crack of dawn without seeing ( or touching any part of my body which is on my spirit ) Sunlight I cannot activate sleepiness, it is destroy'er of all my energy's, it greatly weakens me where is down my body and forces me to expend dark energy or black mana just to be able to survive and walk around among other people, it's extremely taxing on my body and if I'm not putting up a strong shield against the Sun it will kill me like a vampire like the old Lore Vampire's.
Also, ☀️ : if I'm out in front of the Sun or around any light source But ultimately the Sun for too long and it depletes too much in my energy which is NOT ! Long !!! And it will fucking kill Me, and you unbelievable catastrophic extreme damage to me as a soul massive massive damage ! - again I'm not fucking around, I'm not human. There's a reason why when the light becomes too much for me I panic and I get out of the room it's not just a little Scurry out, I lose my shit depending on how much energy I've lost, I've gone so far as who I've gone to psycho mental breakdown cuz my soul was leaving my body and I was depleted so much that I couldn't even use my brain anymore, I was borderline dead multiple times, 😡😡😡 I hate this fucking life and I hate this fucking body I hate this fucking world ! 👿👿👿👿👿
Golden & Churche's of light also do this to Me I'm not playing a character I'm not acting I'm being deadly fucking serious.
And if you think maybe Satanist might be a place for me don't think so much because Satanist is give off sick energies of insanity, they give off energy of hypocrisy found this and just that of broken mind.
And all the everything they have is black has a white tint to it I know you can't see it I can all the black clothing have a has a white line to it there's a there's a faint shade of light on all their black clothing they have a false black cloth !
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Which Means Nothing to the Christian which is of the ☀️ Light ☀️ But to a demon is Unholy as fuck a hypocritical and mockery of the darkness 😡😤👿
I don't want to be on this planet I really hope the world really does come to an end in 2023 - and I hope those gray aliens don't fuck up this war I hope I have such high hope I also have hide down for the same time.
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It's Called : Divinity - Original Sin 2 OST - The Hold (Prologue)
Before you watch this video, if you have any doubt don't want it, For Everyone Else, I swear to God I'm not making it up, ? I'm bringing it to your attention because it happened.
And usually generally, I'm really extremely lonely person and have no one to connect too, because I'm a fucking alien and I literally am an alien hybrid and I'm just infinitely Alone by loneliness is so fucking like I was abandoned to a fucking desert Somewhere just to, Die. 😐 But, I'm not lying.
And it was not that long ago,
And I swear to God you tell me to fucking repent in the name of God I swear to fucking God 😡
Give me a second tired of creatures of the light telling the creatures of the dark they don't do anything to the light to go to the light it's like telling a fucking tree to go burn fire, obviously you don't take damage from the light obviously you don't have deities of light after you obviously you don't see Angels trying to fucking kill you the goddamn time.
Telling a demon is going to the light it's like trying to tell a fish to go into the fire you're not being a good person. 👿 Everything hasn't done any crimes you don't have any reason to attack them but they demon hasn't done anything bad the other reason to attack them that's kind of like spiritual racism just because it's black you feel the need to attack.
Warning : I'm Pissed ! 😡 ! Do not Watch if Easily Triggered !
Music Link : https://youtu.be/WxhTbxMSvT0 - You Fyk'r's R Driving, Me, Insane !
I Exploded so fucking hard in this goddamn video, if like to put that energy into a fucking metal casing it would be a nuclear bomb.
😡 <- Rage, Becuz Of your Stupid ass !
Why am I so unique ?
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I Should be one out of billions, not one out of a billion.
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☹️ - Wtf
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I'm too fucking unique but we are, who we are I don't understand it I'm rather horrified by it.
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No one else is quite like me out there No one does what I do no one ever does what I do knowing I'm just I don't know why I'm so fucking unique I wasn't so fucking unique when I was a ghost but I became super unique when I was a corporeal.
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I don't get what's going on I don't understand it I don't understand anything I'm a messenger from the gray aliens but the same time I'm just a lost soul a very very lost soul it's not because of my demon nature, My demonic nature is not the lost part that's who I am That's what I am My soul was created out of dark eco, My soul was really created out of darkness I'm a demon I'm an actual fucking demon.
And somehow I'm extremely unique, I want to go home but I have no way we're going to happen next.
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I don't feel special I know how I call myself a fairy a hybrid of the grave and a demon I don't feel special I feel holy in the way the darkness I feel spiritual I feel want to go home but I don't feel special I feel special when I'm in the darkness my feel special and with my people but I was at the point I feel special when I get to be a Fairy ( Bug ) in the hive but that's besides at the point.
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The Red Devil the goat devil and this whole 666 and deal thing is completely alien to, Me !
It really is like something was fighting me psychically to, Not tell you this Shit !
🌌🌌🌌 All, Hail The Devil 🌌🌌🌌
The real devil didn't want you to worship him he wanted to act he wanted you to add him to the worship not the same thing as direct warship like this fucking piece of shit Red Devil, Does.
The real devil simply wanted to me if you were a demon to make you agree with demon that's all he ever did really I mean the concept of it, anyway you can almost Define the real devil is kind of like the Demonic version of Jesus.
Or demon Jesus.
It's only intent was to make you darker blacker and more evil the bless you whenever you do evil into be a harsh Master if you turn it away with it it depending away the way the evil if the demon turns their back on the darkness sometimes it has to happen for their development and growth but mostly the devil understands that demons belong in the Dark, No matter what.
Link : https://powerlisting.fandom.com/wiki/Omniscience
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Your every thought in your head, He Will Kno
Every subconscious thought you're not even aware of he is
Everything you're ever going to do in your entire life, And A y Life Time, He will know
Everything you would never do in your life he will know
Everything you will learn and everything you'll forget he already knows
( It only gets creepier and you realize there's nothing in your existence you can do what do you think May believe or think that you're doing something that God doesn't know or you're out of God's line of sight it doesn't matter because God already knows everything you're going to do
To Make Thing's Even Creepier, you'll never be able to escape God's presence because even when you escape the universe and you escape the multiverse or is idiot's today call getting out of The Matrix, just always going to be in the presence of God whether you're in the black as a Darkness or the whitest of whites you're always going to be in God's presence cuz everything is God's presence it's impossible to escape God's presence it's impossible to do anything God doesn't know you're already going to do we are infinitely simple to God there is nothing over the top for God nothing to Taboo nothing too extreme we are more simple than microbes to God !!! )
It knows All Souls it knows all actions of All Souls it knows all thoughts of All Souls before they even have them it knows what you will remember what you will forget it doesn't have an idea it absolutely knows
He knows what you achieve and knows what you can't achieve
It knows all of time it sees the death of all deities of his people
It, knows the beginning it knows the end of all things
! It's . . . Name, is God ! - ( Ptah ) <- Egypt Name !
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To you, life is but an adventure but, To GOD !
It's like rewatching an old movie again there isn't a single detail a single thought a single action not repeating itself or happening again
Forgot everything is deja vu playing out exactly
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There's no it's or butts or confusion for God there are no questions there are no things it does not know
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! Omnipotence is a Subpower of Omniscient !
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I don't even think God has to watch when you know everything what the fuck are you looking for if you already know everything you don't need your eyes
If you already know everything there's nothing to see everything becomes trivia everything becomes banal
Everything becomes as simple as 2 + 2 = 4 if nowhere else for your mind to go nothing else for you to think
God is a Supreme Being beyond all day is it does not make other days he's false, but simply lesser
( THIS IS !!! NOT !!! A WORK OF FICTION )
Link : https://powerlisting.fandom.com/wiki/Omnimalevolence
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The ☀️🧚🏻☀️👽☀️ - Light Fae - aka Insectoid - The Gold Hive !
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Don't want this, if u Think I'm just Crazy.
We, Hubrid's Exist.
And I'm just giving another tale of our world, it's old history but it's history and if you don't know your history you're Doomed to Repeat it !
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Four planets better than Earth - https://youtu.be/CptjZq0RaZQ
So then why the Grey's, Sending us the fucking Earth why are they addicted to conquering this world and taking it over what makes this one place super special compared to all the other worlds in the universe ?
WTF ?!
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Link : https://www.bitchute.com/video/wLlGojjnp70P/
Warning : if you See a Search Result Called D.va 18+ Content, I have a Second Discord Server that I keeps on my friends entertain there they like seeing that stuff I want to have fun I posted with other stuff like Vore Content.
I Deleted the brown fog text because the Thing can changes fucking color so much but usually it looks like a white fog or a pale white fog or a sick white fog or an off-white fog or a cream or a sickly looking cream fog. Whatever the fuck this thing is is it it's a fate worse than hell !
It's too fucking Peaceful, it's fucking light torture
Link : https://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/darren-perks/solar-warden-the-secret-space-program_b_1659192.html <- I DID THE RESEARCH FOR YOU AGAIN ! ¡ ! ¡ ! ¡ ! ¡ !
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Wait a Min : I think I was around 25 to 27 when I was able to just barely be able to get my shit together just enough so I could talk like a normal person, or as this world appears there will be normal it was extremely difficult and a lot of me had to be destroyed and broken down before I could appear normal but I'm still not normal 90% of the time that I appear normal on faking it I just learned how to behave in a way that appears normal I've learned how to literally get it into a way of acting to appear I have to deceive the masses of looking like a normal person but when I return to myself people think just looking at mental illness. What do you think a Alien Hybrid ( That's not a Human Soul ) Supposed to do act human ?
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Song Link : https://youtu.be/Y_S93xMn_uo?si=tiHLFdSH2XP13Wx4 <- The Earth is your mother's song
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Titania is our Mother you get you you better watch out for her Titania is on my other you better look out for her,
Titanium is big on devouring her children and giving me birth to them titanium is very violent and very dark over a Trillion Times Darker Than Kala
My only point that we don't belong on this planet and this was not a vlog made to insult the human race but just saying FYI what it's like to be us I say us cuz even though I can't get one of my other people on here I still know that if it's this bad for me it has to be this bad for the rest of them
That's not an assumption because you take one fish and throw it in the desert it's dying a horrible death now we take a shark or a whale it's also dying a horrible death because they would take another natural atmosphere and put one that was unnatural
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Link : https://000life-is-meaningless000.tumblr.com/ <- Warning : Abyssal & Abysmal - Woe is a MAJOR UNDERSTATEMENT ! ! !
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I Got 777 Problem's And they're all based around being alive and sent to the fucking Earth, losing my people 🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♂️ & being a fucking Forced in to an agenda to some seriously Unholy Sinister insectoid's, 👽 <- !
If Only you knew how many sins in Fairyland - ( Hive World ) The Grays committed, and I even know how they were created they were created by the mantises as servants they will create using some primate DNA also known as human DNA some bug DNA and a whole bunch of fucking cybernetics !
They're literally a cyborg insect or human Frankenstein Ultra psychic monster made by the MANTISE'S !
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I don't belong on this fucking Earth I really really don't belong on this planet, I really will try to figure out what God let me suffer here we agreed to Fairyland I got Fairyland for a while but then I was thinking of the horrible place called Earth not the element the planet called Gaia, which you're currently Reading this post that I made on, Bitchute !
I'm not saying God screwed me over but I don't understand why he dare say he loves me while he loves me, Wile Letting me Suffer, I'm so fucking confused ?
I really feel like God just gave me the middle finger again I'm not saying he's responsible for my life or my actions
But, did he really have to let this happen ?
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I only worry and wondered what my face going to be after I die I really worry I'm really wondering we have to see my people over again ?
I agreed to be a fairy also known as an insectoid I agreed to be a faith I never agreed to be human and I don't ever want to be male I flirted with the idea of being born male a couple times but I never wanted to be a male I always wanted to be born female this really feels like a middle finger from God but I can't feel my soul this is an attack from God
God lets me know when he's mad at me God would let me feel my soul a fear that I did if I did something bad and everyone else God lets you know God just gives you paranormal knowledge that you just suddenly know
I don't feel God's anger with me God feel sad God feels heartbroken God does not feel angry at me and the slightest bed but sad for me which I'm trying to figure out is all knowing and all powerful
WHY WON'T HE FUCKING HELP ME & MY GOD DAMN PEOPLE ?!?!?!?!?
Why is God not trying to fix the Fate ?
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Again I'm not saying he's responsible for any of this shit I'm just trying to figure out why you have to live this Unholy life ?
I can't even live like a natural creature that what I am because the world does not allow it I'm literally a fairy in a primate world I'm a bug and a jungle I'm a bug in a world for primates I don't belong here even Gaia, that tells me I don't belong here.
The spirit of Gaia is constantly ringing and constantly letting me know how I don't belong on her body I don't belong anywhere on her I don't belong with her I shouldn't have, be here
Gaia constantly lets me know that everything I do on her is a Transgression and I'm constantly trespassing
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But, Because of the insanity of the mantises and the Grays 👽👽👽 I'm 🧚🏻♂️ not able to leave, I'm literally stuck here 🌎 like a fucking statue 🗿 at the bottom of the Ocean 🌊
I'm fucking stuck and I can't Escape
! Warning : Some Content, I Talk About in, This Video, is Highly inappropriate, And is Both NSFW & NSFL, viewer Discretion is Advised !
Link : https://youtu.be/Bb71SCChfSQ
Warning : Some Content, I Talk About in, This Video, is Highly inappropriate, And is Both NSFW & NSFL, viewer Discretion is Advised !
Link : https://youtu.be/Qx4TlzSUKzg
Link : https://www.huffpost.com/entry/that-time-subterranean-al_b_5182945
If you watch the first 10 minutes you'll understand why I'm making this, Chant : ⛈️ Air 🌪️, 🌱Earth⛰️, 💧Water 🌊, 🔥Fire🌋 . . . In, the Name of ✨God✨, No one is Higher !
🌌 <- The Body of God is The Universe !